Look, I simply want to know why I suffer.

The previous week beforehand, I find the clutter associated with my exams far too overpowering, and that's why I gave up. I gave up on living the way I found sufficient prior because it was evident it no longer sustained me, no, not even burning my exam papers after could satisfy it. That's why, that's why......

After the exams ended is a school break of 5 days. Hopefully, I can find some resolve within this timespan. Within the entries below is a record of my daily events, and hopefully by the end of the break, I will find something. I don't know nor want to care for whatever resolve, solution, pragmatic theory I can get from this, I just want to escape for a moment, detach myself from my previous living, and simply walk.

Even if I know none of this will yield anything, this is my last struggle.

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